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Name: Kamila
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Sunday, October 23, 2005

This is a tribute to the nice girls. To the
n.i.c.e girls who are overlooked, who
become -friends- and nothing more, who
spend hours fixating upon their looks
and their ((personalities)) and their actions
because it must be them that are doing
something wrong. <//3 *

Beautiful girl with gorgeous eyes.
A hidden world of hurt and lies.
She sits up in her bed and cries.

i'm not supposed to love you -
i'm not supposed to care. i'm not
supposed to live my life wishing
you were there. i'm not supposed
to wonder where you are & what
you do. i'm sorry i just can't help
myself - i fell in love with you __ <\3

you don't understand me. & you never will.
so don't start that stuff about "knowing" how i feel.

 

Boy: I'm sorry...
Girl: Sorry isn't going to cut it..
Boy: What will?
Girl: Do you really want to know?
Boy: Yes...
Girl: Tell me you love me..
Boy: ....
Girl: That's what I thought..

The hardest thing about growing up is that you
have to do what's best for you.. even if it means
breaking someone's heart..including your own..x|3

WHEN DiD LiFE GET SO

[-C 0 m p L i C A t e D-]

0H YEA----

WHEN *HE* SH0WED ||UP||<33

 

Did you ever n.o.t.i.c.e?

A ♥Heart♥ is two //tear drops\\

Theres a reason for that___

When you love<33 someone

You?ll never cry ((alone))

But when  that bond is b/r/o/k/e/n

The crying is always alone <||3

 

Live. Your . Life

x3___Do you Dare?

 

iF Y0U THiNK THAT F00TBALL

iS A S0RRY EXCUSE;; F0R ?GUYZ-

T0 T0UCH 0THER GUYZ iN

((INAPPR0PRiATE)) L00K AT

WRESTLiNG    <333

 

&& suddenly---

My __MAiN__ fear is

Losing *you*

 

B.e.s.t F.r.i.e.n.d.s

---One person goes

||down|| everybody

Goes down___x3

 

&& Your everything

I i.m.a.g.i.n.e.d;;

But more ♥

 

Just when you think

Life is going ?great-

You get !!thrown!!

Another ~curve~ ball

 

Maybe if I go to sleep

I?ll w.a.k.e up to find it?s

All a ((dream)) oh wait;;

There?s the pain?it can?t

be a *dream*


HER:Look, I heard--

HiM:I know, but I think we shouldn't start this again.

HER:But don't you believe in second chances?

HiM:You saw how it ended last time, I don't think you want to go through that again

((She leaves--His best friend comes in))

HiS BF:What was that?

HiM:What?

HiS BF: THAT!

HiM: I just don't want to cause her pain again.

HiS BF:No, you don't want to go through that pain again. Didn't you hear her? She doesn't care!

HiM:Look, I just think its better if she doesn't have to deal with the fact that I like her again, ok?

HiS BF:No, you don't want to have to deal with the fact that you still love her

&&To be completely honest

I don't know what makes

you sooo--irrestible

 

I can't say that I know

he likes me;; Cos then I

might have to deal with

the fact that he really doesn't


These Days…
Everyone is depressed;
No one cares about your personality anymore.
There are few songs with out cuss words.
You bring up the Lord & people look at you weird.
You stand up for someone & get called a bad name &
The type of clothing you wear describes you.
How much money you have gives you your popularity.
Everyone breaks each others hearts & doesn’t think much of it
You can become so lonely.. And no one would notice.

I'm not afraid of heights; I'm afraid of
falling. I'm not scared of the dark; I'm
scared of what's in it. I'm not afraid to
love; I'm afraid of not being loved back.

It kills me to know you're online
& you won't talk to me.it's just time I realize that
I don't mean anything to you..
& never really did...</3

ABC's of a True Friend . . .
Accepts you as you are
Believes in "you"
Calls you just to say "HI"
Doesn't give up on you
Envisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
Forgives your mistakes
Gives unconditionally
Helps you
Just wants to "be" with you
Keeps you close at heart
Loves you for who you are
Makes a difference in your life
Never Judges
Offers support
Picks you up
Quiets your fears
Raises your spirits
Says nice things about you
Tells you the truth when you need to hear it
Understands you
Values you
Walks beside you
X-plain things you don't understand
Yells when you will not listen and
Zaps you back to reality


Thursday, October 20, 2005

           love is kind. it                               does not envy,                           
       it does not boast, it                     is not proud. it is not        
    rude, it is not self-seeking,       it is not easily angered, it
   keeps  no records of wrong.   love does not delight  in evil
  but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trust,
  always hopes, always perseveres. love never fails. when i
    was a child , i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i
      reasoned like a child. when i became a woman, i put
           childish  ways behind  me . now we see but  a
             poor reflection, as in a mirror; then we shall
                 see face to face.  now i  know in  part;
                   then i shall know fully, even as i am
                         fully known . and now  these
                             three remain; faith, hope
                                  and love . but  the
                                      greatest   of
                                          these  is
                                             love.

First, there is desire.
Then, passion. Then, suspicion.
Jealousy. Anger. Betrayal.
When love is for the highest bidder,
there can be no trust.
Without trust,
there can be no love.
Jealousy, yes, jealousy will drive you mad.

Never knew I could feel like this.
Like I've never seen the sky before.
Want to vanish inside your kiss,
every day I'm loving you more and more.
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?
Come back to me- and forgive everything.
Seasons change, winter to spring.
I love you. Until the end of time.<3


Wherever you go you know Ill be there,
If you go far you know Ill be there,
Ill go anywhere, so Ill see you there,
You place the name you know Ill be there,
You name the time you know Ill be there,
Ill go anywhere so Ill see you there.
When theres a truth you know Ill be there,
Amongst the lies you know Ill be there,
Ill go anywhere so Ill see you there,
If you should fall you know Ill be there,
To catch the call you know Ill be there,
Ill go anywhere so Ill see you there <3


 





Wednesday, October 19, 2005

some girls spend their whole lives searching for prince charming ;;me well i found mine a long time ago.I just don't know if i'll ever be his Cinderella...

you cant be "just friends" with the guy who makes you act liek a clutz in his presence;; who causes you to stumble over your words. you cant be "just friends" with the guy that you fell head over heels for.


i know he may not be the cutst guy to you- but he is to me.. & theres just something about him that makes my heart drop to my feet e v e r y t i m e i see him <3


There's just something about him that made me like him since the day that i met him. There's just something about him that made me go absolutely crazy for him.


when you can't stop smiling after you talk to him and you still get butterflies in your stomach, & that huge smile across your face everytime you see him, that lets you know he will always mean something to you. <3


Everyone wants to know why I won't let you go.
It's because if I walk away I know you won't come after me.


they'll look at each other, exchanging
glances, but not talk to one another b/c
they're afraid of taking chances..


if he`s the first person you look for
when you walk into a room, then *
he must be a { little } bit more than
|- - - - - - - - » [ j u s t a f r i e n d ]



i never want you to think you're
anything less than amazing. <3



when your looking up stupid love quotes that [seems] to be about him...you know theres something [s-p-e-c-i-a-l] about this boy<3


Tuesday, October 18, 2005

FAMILY GUY QUOTES:

Lois: Peter, theres a hooker on the bed!
Hooker: Hi.
Peter: Stand perfectly still Lois, their vision is based on movement.
(Pause)
Hooker: Where'd you go?






Stewie: (stuffing a baby lotion bottle into his pants) Oh hey lady. Hey, what's going on? How are you? Yeah, oh it's just me, Stewie, just being myself, ah yeah. Oh, oh well this here? Oh, it's just my package, yeah just ah just ah my package, God delivered it I signed for it the world keeps on spinnin', yeah.








Peter: Just don't forget our deal, Lois. I sit through this and later tonight I get anal. You hear me? No matter how neat I want the house you have to clean it.






Judge: I'm sentencing you to 24 months in prison.
Lois: Oh no!
Brian: Oh no!
Chris: Oh no!
Meg: Oh no!
Kool Aid Guy: OOOOOOOH YA!






Meg: Mom guess what! I made the Flag Girl squad
Stewie: Flag Girl? Ummmm, yes good for you... Now you can be somewhere else when the boys don't call!



(Peter falls on fork and fork goes into his lung)
Peter: Lois, um, go get the medical dictionary and look up "fork" and "lung."
Lois: Why?
Peter: Time is a factor, Lois.






Peter: Hey Lois, give Chris a break. I mean, no tv? So he failed a class, it's not like he felt up his cousin in the garage that one time when I was 19.





Peter: A guy at work bought a car out of the paper. Ten years later, Bam! Herpes.





Lois: I care about the size of your penis as much as you care about the size of my breasts. Peter: Oh my God! (runs off crying)













Monday, October 17, 2005







 

They asked me to describe myself... so I said: I'm 12,

I have blue eyes, and I'm in love with a boy.. & if you

asked him, he wouldn't even know what color my eyes are.


It's easy to convince yourself that you arent in love with someone
until you see them in the hallway,
or you hear their voice laughing,
and you think, here we go again.


I dont understand! I try to forget you
and I make myself believe we are just friends
then I talk to you and see that smile and see those eyes
why is it so hard?.. why!?


i just can't wait until the day i hear a
happy love song on the radio & don't
wanna smash the damn thing.


after school, when I was done saying bye to everyone,
 i slipped out of the school parking lot,
 it had been a nice fall day
so it was light out, blue sky, alittle cold,
the coldness of the wind bit my face
as I slowly started walking home
I try to keep warm, putting up my hood
but its no use, my tears only make the coldness worse
of course I hold back the tears till im far enough away
usually I walk home with my best friend
but today is different.. I say I want to walk home alone
she knows who I like and how much I like him
but she decides to let me walk home alone
as im walking home, I dont relaize
how sunny it is out,
and how everyone is outside
im just in my own little bubble
not really concentrating on whats going on around me
And I start To Think
"Why didnt he say hi to me in the hallway when I greeted him?
it doesnt make any sense.. is he mad?
no...no.. he couldnt be mad.. theres nothing to be mad about..
besides.. he is nicer then that
then what is it?
why wont he talk to me? whats wrong?
it couldnt be because he likes me
he doesnt like me..
well.. maybe he does.. may-...
NO!.. he doesnt.. I know he doesnt!!
STOP IT!.. You know better then that!
Well then, whats the reason?..
we went on a trip together with acouple of friends
we talked.. we laughed..he knew I liked him then
but when we come back to our home town
he stops talking to me.. why?..
that doesnt make any sense!!"
**HONK!** a car is telling me to get out of its way
as i almost got hit..
"good.. I wish I did get hit..
No I dont.. Stop thinking that!..
why doesnt he talk to me?
why didnt he talk to me when we were going up the stairs together?
I said "hey buddy hows it hangin?"..
he just..didnt talk..
he looked at me.. but he didnt talk..
there was no remorse in his eyes though,
no feeling I could feel..
Maybe I could jus-"
Hey Kami! one of my friends wave..
"Hey loser!.. I say..*haha*.."
"shes nice..
...maybe I could just ask him..
but we never get enough time together.. and we
dont really hang out that much... maybe it just wasnt meant to be?"..
As im walking up my porch.. I stop..
I wipe my tears with my sleeve.
I forgot that I was crying..
I cry alot about him..
he doesnt do anything to really make me cry
its just that i... like him so much..
*sniffle sniffle* *combs hair with fingers..
walks inside*..*gets on the computer.. turns on the radio..
a sad love song comes on..
"oh no I think.."here we go again"
(I just wrote that.. idk why... I shouldnt like a boy that much.. but I do.. )


your eyes they sparkle
  that's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
       you  washed  away  the  best  of  me

 

and i hope the next town you run to
has a girl that looks a bit like me
with the same bright eyes and smile
but she wont have the touch i have
she wont have the love i had
you think just anyone can send chills up your spine?

 

Hit the breaks, its a red light. and we pause while the rain continues its silent commute. can we still be friends like this? i mean, can we still hold on to what we have? its becoming a flood. is the course to change on us? just save yourself and leave me behind. lock the doors on your way out. ill just sit in here and inhale the carbon monoxide and maybe i can fall alseep and wake up with you next to me.

 

"lie to me" she whispered __ "I love you" he said

 

Stop. Just stop talking. Stop talking about what we were and what happened. As much as I love hearing ur voice and can never get enough of it, all I want u to do right now is kiss me. Just kiss me. Forget about everything else except how u feel at this moment

 

sexiest girl, on everyones mind

shes pretty but a true love she can't find.

everytime she thinks shes got the right guy

he hurts her and makes her want to die.

so she cries herself to sleep at night

thinkin' in her head, i want to feel alright.

so she falls asleep with tears in her eyes

and wondering why the truth is so hard to realize

sometimes i just wanna find out why. .

 

 

she sat upon her rock
and shivered as it grew dark
she needed some time to think
she didn't feel like having a talk
he walked up to her and sat beside her
only his presence was made
not a word was spoken
so they just sat there watching the sky fade
slowly her head turned toward his
her eyes showed of despair
she was crying for help
he knew she wanted his care
he lifted his hand
and stroked her pretty face
she stopped his hand
and their fingers interlaced
he moved in closer
careful not to remind her of the pain
she moved in also
as it began to rain
no words were needed
their eyes showed it all
she put her head on his shoulder
he held her tight so she wouldn't fall
he smiled thinking of this memory
shed remember this moment all of her days
he was there for her when needed
and she loved him and all of his ways
he loved her so much
he was almost surprised
he didn't know he could feel this way
but he was now aware of the look in her eyes
she loved him too
he gently gave her a kiss
and she gave him a smile
that night they both made a wish
and they watched the stars
till he whispered into her ear
i love you so much
i want you always to be near
his heart skipped a beat
and she gave him a reply
her voice gentle
as she said i want to be with u till the day that i die

 

so dont be a liar, don't say everything's
working when everything's broken .. &
you smile like a saint but you curse like
a sailor.. & your eyes say the jokes on me

 

SHE'LL PRETEND THAT SHE'S WHOLE AGAIN, BUT DEEP INSIDE SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS. SHE WILL LOOK IN HIS EYES AND WALK RIGHT BY. DOESN'T HE SEE THE TEARS IN HER EYES. ONE DAY HE WILL WONDER WHERE HE WENT WRONG AND HE WILL KNOW RIGHT AWAY WHY HE PRETENDED TO BE STRONG, HE WAS AFRAID OF LOVE AND THE HAPPINESS THAT COMES, HE THOUGHT IT WOULD BE EASIER TO TURN AROUND AND RUN. HE MAY BLAME HER BUT DEEP INSIDE HE WILL KNOWS THAT HE MADE THE MISTAKE OF LETTING HER GO

 

x3 .:; i hate you so much, but i'd take you back in a heartbeat

 

She wanted something else, something different, something more.. Passion and romance, perhaps, or maybe quiet conversations in candlelit rooms or perhaps something as simple as not being second..

 

pretty words you think you've got me figured out. you think you know what im about. i dont think you would be surprised, you have to know how hard i've tried. &after all the time we've spent, would it be something you regret? would you feel the need to stay, or turn your back &walk away? i wish that i could hate you, but i cant. i wish that you would vanish, but you're too hard to forget. i wont do it if it isnt right. but you're not willing to compromise.

 

You'd think after all this time; I'd be over you.
I actually was ? but then, like you promised,
we were together again for a while ?
and everything came rushing back -- the memories,
the kisses, the fun -- and I just fell, all over again.



You always see the kind of posters in school that say
"Stand up for yourself"
Well when we do, teachers say sit down and no more talking..
"Speak your mind" the posters say..
I do it, I get in trouble!..
When I refuse to
Tolerate injustice
I GET IN TROUBLE!


youu remember that game telephone when one person would say something and by the end of the game it was totally different? WELCOME TO MIDDLESCHOOL


im not stupid, i just lack common sense.
im not a poser. i just like music
im not miss popularity. i just have a lot of friends.
i dont like my boyfriend. i love him.
i dont ignore u. i just dont give a shit.
im not a bitch. im just honest.
im not mean. i just have jokes.
im not insecure. i just dont trust people.



     50 QUOTES ON LOVE
    50) nEvEr GiVe uP oN wHaT yOu LoVe...

49) i k.n.e.w. i'd find you sooner or later.<3

48) I'm in love with the way you talk to me and say im all that you EVER wanted.

47) You love me but you don?t know who I am...just let me go..

46) I?m addicted to tHe WaY yOu L.o.V.e. mE.

45) Please don't make this the last goodbye i hear.

44) I won't give up on you..im not gonna be the one that says goodbye..im gonna live with the way you treat me and one last time i'll tell you i love you just the way you are.

43) I call you my best friend because you're the only one that really believes in me.

42) I won't forget the way i was treated when i was just a waste of your time and now I'm all you think about.

41) Well the truth is. When I said it I was thinking about the way i was heart and left to sit there a.l.o.n.e.

40) Tell her you think shes AMAZING. Tell her why you think shes so amazing.  Play with her hair. Wipe away her tears when she cries. Snuggle with her. Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers and give them to her. Introduce her to your friends as, "The most amazing girl I know.? Sit in the park and talk to her. CALL HER BACK IF SHE CALLS YOU!!! Take her to a coffee shop and people watch. Tell her silly jokes. Dance with her in the rain. Write poems about her. Walk with her, even if its just around the block. Throw pebbles at her window at night. Surprise her. Be spontaneous. Listen when shes upset. Give her back rubs. Play football with her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her for no reason. Whisper in her ear. Love her family. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Push her on swings. Stay up with her all night. Do anything to make her laugh. Leave her unexpected love notes. Lay out blankets to look at the stars.  Show up at her work or apartment unexpectedly. Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand. Teach her to play guitar. Make her CDs of songs that remind you of her. Write her letters. Take her to the ballet even when you dont want to go. Go on a road trip with no destination.  Make her soup and watch chic flicks with her when shes sick. Accept her flaws and her friends. Buy her favorite ice cream. Let her take all the pictures of you she wants. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if there is no music. Make her a romantic dinner for no reason. Remember your first date and surprise her on the anniversary. Kiss her in the rain. Tell her shes beautiful everyday. Be her best friend.

 

39) You?ve been there and i've been there too you need to understand i'll always be there when you're the one feeling down. - i <3 you Carly i hope we never get in a fight again.

38) I promise. I?ll be there no matter what life holds in our way.

37) i thought you were my path to happiness...i was wrong.

36) "Babe, you light up my world," -That's so Raven

35) Maybe we can start over....you hold my hand and ill hold yours we'll be ok trust me.

34) they always ask me why i like you..but the truth is i dont want them to see how amazing you really are.</3

33) I guess she's just jealous of what she thought she had.

32) Maybe. Just maybe we can start over and forget how much you hurt me.

31) Well. This is where i say goodbye.

30) When you called...i think my heart skipped a beat because i knew then that you really cared.<3

29) I'll explain why i hurt you...because i didnt want to hurt myself.

28) i'm never gonna forget you..you were the best thing that happened to me.

27) I'm glad she's with you..i wont have to get hurt.

26) If i fall for you will you catch me?

25) Don't worry i wont forget the way you tore my heart out and stomped on it!

24) When I look into your eyes I see all my fears dissapear and when you hold me in your arms [i know] that *everything* will be okay.

23) Okay i'll admit....I need you like a starfish needs water.

22) without you...I feel as though..i can't speak at all.

21) before I met you I didn't know what love was....well now that you're gone I relized that you were the best thing that happened to me.</3

20) We started off as friends going out to dinner and talking on the phone for hours...well now that I have you, I'm never gonna let you go!<3

19) * BeSt FrIeNdS* <<<it's not a symbol but a PrOmIsE!

18) Do you think of someone all the time...every second of every day? well...gurl, you must be in love!

17) Don't you get it? I can't take my mind off you!!

16) Don't be jealous. It shows other people your weakness.

15) I'll love you forever...even if forever's tomorrow.<3

14) I'll be there to c.a.t. c.h. the TEARS that you cry...every night!

13) I miss you more than ever! I can't wait to see you again. The way you gave me hugs when I needed them the most and the way you said hi to me every day. Please come back 'cause I [need] you!</3

12) Don't tell me you like me unless you really do. Don't tell me you want me unless you need me. Don't tell me that you love me unless you can't live without me.

11) Its late nights like this when I think about you the most....listening to that song you sent me and remembering the things you put me through. How did I ever forgive you? </3

10) You give me butterflies every time you walk into the room......

9) Even though I've known you for a short while I couldn't help but fall for you...

8) I wonder how it would be to hold your hand and hear you say everything will be alright. <3

7) You're my dream come true and I can't live without you.

6) Best friends are there when you are about ready to give up and will be there to the very end. <3

5) I've never met a friend as nice as you. You've been there for me every time i needed a shoulder to cry on. We'll watch movies together and cry at the sad parts and laugh at the funny parts. You're the best friend I've ever had!

4) "I sit there quietly hoping you'll catch a glimpse of

 me but you're too busy looking at her and I regretted that I ever asked you"

 

 

3).....I'll hold on tight.....

 

 

2) You'll never know how I really felt about you...you were the best thing that ever happened to me...then she came along and ruined the whole thing...

 

1) Love=honesty



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